No Reason

*lagi di Bale Bebaqaran habis sholat, aku mau ke toilet dulu sebelum balik ke meja*
Me: can you please bring this for a second? Thank you..
Mas: *menggendong ranselku* adek jangan lama-lama ya (di toiletnya)
Me: *bingung* Hah?
Mas: adek jangan lama-lama
Me: why?
Mas: because I miss you..
Me: *chuckled*
*kembali ke meja makan*
Me: masih merindukanku?
Mas: Always
__________

*lagi di WS, mau bayar. Since aku di stase forensik yang on call, jadi kemana-mana (termasuk kencan) harus selalu siap peralatan tempur (jas koas, buku, papan, lembar otopsi, dsb) jadinya bawa tas ransel instead of tas kecil buat kencan :3 sedangkan si Mas stase anak enteng aja ngga bawaa apa-apa (huft)*
Mas: *tiba-tiba* Dek, sini tas
Me: *bingung* ha? *puter badan menghadap ke Mas*
Mas: *menarik tasku* sini tasnya adek
Me: *masih bingung* oh.. *ngasih tas ke Mas*
Mas: *menggendong ranselku* dah yuk jalan
Me: *baru mudeng* #bego
__________

*lagi di WS sambil nunggu makanan*
Mas: Dek, dari satu sampai sepuluh, berapa rasa rindu adek ke mas? Seberapa pingin adek ketemu mas malam ini?
Me: Emmmm tujuh?
Mas: Oh.. *muka kecewa*
Me: Emang mas berapa?
Mas: Sembilan setengah..
Me: *feeling bad* *trying to explain* *too late* *huft*
__________

*di chat masih dilanjutin tentang conversation di atas*
Mas: Makasih dek, mas cuma rindu, mas pgnnya adek juga bisa serindu mas..
Me: *langsung super sedih* *pasangan macam apa*
__________

Yesterday, I don’t know why, he was so cute and nice and sweet and full of “sayang”, “cinta”, “sayangku” which was very rare in this life. And I felt so…… afraid. I told Nabila that I was afraid of his sweetness. I’m afraid that I might fall in love even deeper to him..

But thank you for all, Mas. I really am thankful that I have you, and feeling the love from you. I know that I have no reason at all to be afraid, now, insya Allaah.

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